I got kicked out of my house

Yup, it's true. I got kicked out. I am currently living with my friend in Bozeman but I don't know what I will do for permanent housing. I know that I will be able to find Muslim's who will let me stay with them which is good.

This changes all of my plans. Here's why. OK,so me and my fiance had at one time been broken up for a while. We are obviously  back together now but we only got back together becasue the opportunity presented itself and we thought that it must have been what Allah wanted. Now, back when we first met our plan had been that i would go to Egypt and we would get married. That changed because i thought that I would have to go to college to fulfill familial expectations. now, I don't have to worry about those expectations and the chance to go to cairo is here. this must mean that Allah wants me in Cairo and married to Mohamed. In addition to that, since I  came out of the homemaking closet (haha) I don't want to go to college.  I know that it is an Islamic duty to get an education and I will take classes, maybe just not a full education, you know? I really don't know anymore.
My whole world was turned upside-down. it sucks.

Such a stressful time!

The last 2 weeks have been so stressful. One week ago, I graduated so the week before that was crazy with semester exams and the like and this week my boss decided that I would start to work full time (without even bothering to ask me if I was OK with that!). I have been waking up at 4 am in order to be to work on time. I am so exhausted! The worst part is I have to work tomorrow too and all of next week, no day off for me. No siree. Lame. The worst part is- i forgot to bring my lunch today and the food here makes me sick. I ate literally 5 min ago and i already feel like dying. Ugh!
I wouldn't even be working but I have to save money for my GRADUATION TRIP TO COSTA RICA!!!! Yep, that's right. I'm going to Costa Rica. I am so excited about that. I'm scared too though. I've taken Spanish for 3 years but what if my Spanish isn't good enough? What if I get sick? I've NEVER even flown before, what will happen on the plane? I'm so nervous! I know I shouldn't be worrying myself like this, but I can't help it. I always worry myself, no matter what the subject is.
I am excited too though. I bought a new swimsuit from Al-Sharifa and it arrived yesterday. :) It's so cute! It's navy with pink stipes on it. I love it! I tried it on and it fits perfectly and it's so comfy!
What if i get attacked by a shark and die?